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A DREAM OF ANGUS OGE.


HE day had been wet and wild, and the woods
looked dim and drenched from the window where
Con sat. All the day long his ever-restless feet
were running to the door in a vain hope of sunshine.
His sister Norah to quiet him had told him over
and over again the tales which delighted him; the
delight of hearing which was second only to the
delight of living them over himself, when as Cuculain
he kept the ford which led to Ulla, his sole hero heart matching the hosts of Meave;
or as Fergus he wielded the sword of light the Druids made and gave to the champion,
which in its sweep shore away the crests of the mountain; or as Brian, the ill-fated child of
Turenn,he went with his brothers in the ocean-sweeping boat further than ever Columbus
travelled, winning one by one in dire conflict with kings and enchanters the treasures
which would appease the implacable heart of Lu.

    He had just died in a corner of the room from his many wounds when Norah
came in declaring that all these famous heroes must go to bed. He protested in vain,
but indeed he was sleepy, and before he had been carried half way to the room the
little soft face drooped with half-closed eyes, while he drowsily rubbed his nose upon
her shoulder in an effort to keep awake. For a while she flitted about him, looking,
with her dark shadowy hair flickering in the dim, silver light, like one of the
beautiful heroines of Gaelic romance, or one of the twilight race of the Sidhe. Before
going she sat by his bed and sang to him some verses of a song, set to an old Celtic
air whose low intonations were full of a half-soundless mystery:—

            “Over the hill-tops the gay lights are peeping:
            Down in the vale where the dim fleeces stray Ceases the smoke jrom the hamlet upcreeping:
            Come y thou, my shepherd, and lead me away.

“Who’s the shepherd?” said the boy, suddenly sitting up.
“Hush, alannah: I will tell you another time.” She continued still more softly:

            “Lord of the Wand, draw forth from the darkness
            Warp of the silver and woof of the gold:
            Leave the poor shade there bereft in its starkness:
            Wrapped in the fleece we will enter the Fold.

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                              The Green Sheaf

            “There from the many-orbed heart where the Mother
            Breaths forth the love on her darlings who roam,
            We will send dreams to their land of another
            Land of the Shining, their birthplace and home.”

    He would have asked a hundred questions, but she bent over him, enveloping
him with a sudden nightfall of hair to give him his good-night kiss, and departed.
Immediately the boy sat up again, all his sleepiness gone. The pure, gay, delicate
spirit of childhood was darting at ideas dimly perceived in the delicious moonlight of
romance which silvered his brain, where many airy and beautiful figures were moving:
the Fianna with floating locks chasing the flying deer, and shapes more solemn, vast,
and misty, guarding the avenues to unspeakable secrets ; but he steadily pursued his idea.

    “I guess he’s one of the people who take you away to faeryland. Wonder if he’d
come to me ? Think it’s easy going away.” He had an intuitive perception of the
frailty of the link binding childhood to earth in its dreams. (As a man Con will strive
with what passionate intensity to regain that free gay motion in the upper airs.)
“Think I’ll try if he’ll come”; and he sang, with as near an approach as he could make
to the glimmering cadences of his sister’s voice:

            “Come, thou, my shepherd, and lead me away”

    He then lay back quite still and waited. He could not say whether hours or
minutes had passed, or whether he had slept or not, until he was aware of a tall golden-
bearded man standing by his bed. Wonderfully light was this figure, as if the
sunlight ran through his limbs; a spiritual beauty was on the face, and those strange
eyes of bronze and gold with their subtle intense gaze made Con aware for the first time
of the difference between inner and outer in himself.

    “Come, Con, come away!” the child seemed to hear uttered silently.

    “You’re the Shepherd,” said Con, “I’ll go.” Then suddenly: “I won’t come
back and be old when they’re all dead?” a vivid remembrance of Ossian’s fate flashing
upon him.

    A most beautiful laughter, which again to Con seemed half soundless, came in
reply. His fears vanished: the golden-bearded man stretched a hand over him for a
moment and he found himself out in the night, now clear and starlit. Together they
moved on as if borne by the wind, past many woods and silver gleaming lakes, and
mountains which shone like a range of opals below the purple skies. The Shepherd
stood still for a moment by one of these hills, and there flew out riverlike a melody
mingled with a tinkling as of innumerable elfin hammers, and there was a sound of
many gay voices where an unseen people were holding festival, or enraptured hosts
who were let loose for the awakening, the new day which was to dawn, for the
delighted child felt that faeryland was come over again with its heroes and battles.

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                              The Green Sheaf

    “Our brothers rejoice,” said the Shepherd of Con.

    “Who are they?” asked the boy.

    “They are the thoughts of our Father.”

    “May we go in?” Con asked, for he was fascinated by the melody, mystery and
flashing lights.

    “Not now. We are going to my home where I lived in the days past when
there came to me many kings and queens of ancient Eire, many heroes and beautiful
women, who longed for the druid wisdom we taught.”

    “And did you fight like Finn, and carry spears as tall as trees, and chase the deer
through the woods, and have feasting and singing?”

    “No, we, the Danaans, did none of those things; but those who were weary of
battle, and to whom feast and song brought no pleasure, came to us and passed hence
to a more wonderful land, a more immortal land than this.”

    As he spoke he paused before a great mound grown over with trees, and around it
silver clear in the moonlight were immense stones piled, the remains of an original
circle, and there was a dark, low, narrow entrance leading within. He took Con by
the hand, and in an instant they were standing in a lofty, cross-shaped cave built
roughly of huge stones.

    “This was my palace. In days past many a one plucked here the purple flower
of magic and the fruit of the tree of life.”

    “It is very dark,” said the child disconsolately. He had expected something
different.

    “Nay, but look: you will see it is the palace of a god.” And even as he spoke a
light began to glow and to pervade the cave, and to obliterate the stone walls and the
antique hieroglyphs engraven thereon, and to melt the earthen floor into itself like a
fiery sun suddenly uprisen within the world, and there was everywhere a wandering
ecstasy of sound: light and sound were one; light had a voice, and the music hung
glittering in the air.

    “Look, how the sun is dawning for us, ever dawning; in the earth, in our hearts,
with ever youthful and triumphant voices. Your sun is but a smoky shadow, ours the
ruddy and eternal glow; yours is far away, ours is heart and hearth and home; yours is
a light without; ours a fire within in rock, in river, in plain, everywhere living, every-
where dawning; whence also it cometh that the mountains emit their wondrous rays.”

    As he spoke he seemed to breathe the brilliance of that mystical sunlight and to
dilate and tower, so that the child looked up to a giant pillar of light having in his heart
a sun of ruddy gold which shed its blinding rays about him, and over his head there
was a waving of fiery plumage, and on his face an ecstasy of beauty and immortal
youth.

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                              The Green Sheaf

    “I am Angus,” Con heard; “men call me the Young. I am the sunlight in the
heart, the moonlight in the mind. I am the light at the end of every dream, the voice
for ever calling to come away. I am desire beyond joy or tears. Come with me; come
with me: I will make you immortal; for my palace opens into the Gardens of the Sun,
and there are the fire-fountains that quench the heart’s desire in rapture.” And
in the child’s dream he was in a palace high as the stars, with dazzling pillars jewelled
like the dawn and all fashioned out of living and trembling opal. And upon their
thrones sat the Danaan gods with their sceptres and diadems of rainbow light, and
upon their faces infinite wisdom and imperishing youth. In the turmoil and growing
chaos of his dream he heard a voice crying out, “You remember, Con, Con, Conaire
Mor, you remember!” and in an instant he was torn from himself and had grown
vaster and was with the Immortals, seated upon their thrones, they looking upon him
as a brother, and he was flying away with them into the heart of the gold when he
awoke, the spirit of childhood dazzled with the vision which is too lofty for princes.

MLA citation:

A.E. “A Dream of Angus Oge,” The Green Sheaf vol. 4, 1903, pp. 4-7. Green Sheaf Digital Edition, edited by Lorraine Janzen Kooistra, 2021. Yellow Nineties 2.0, Ryerson University Centre for Digital Humanities, 2020. https://1890s.ca/GSV4-ae-angus/