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                <head><title level="a">A Ressurection</title></head>
                <byline>By <docAuthor><ref target="#HWA">H. B. Marriott
                    Watson</ref></docAuthor></byline>
                <p>I</p>

                <p>THE book slid gently from Gregory's fingers, and closed with a <lb/> rustle upon
                    the table. He was not conscious of the move-<lb/> ment, for in a moment he was
                    rapt among high and tender <lb/> memories. The verses sang in the current of his
                    blood, and <lb/> pulsed to the beating of his arteries. They resounded from
                    distant <lb/> years with the full ryhthm of an immediate echo. These instant
                    <lb/> reverberations in a heart long silent startled him with their unex-<lb/>
                    pectedness. It was so long since he had provoked that pale <lb/> wraith and
                    image of his old passion. And now of a sudden his <lb/> fibres were quick with a
                    soft and melancholy yearning. With <lb/> that passage in the poem, long since
                    forgotten, the resurrection of <lb/> this untimely ghost was charged with
                    delicate and private mean-<lb/> ing. His eyes fell again upon the closed volume,
                    and he repeated <lb/> the verses in a soothing whisper to himself. </p>
                <p>He could see Dorothea's lips move to the phrases, her hand flutter <lb/> unawares
                    about her heart, according to a habit which had always <lb/> affected him. He
                    saw her bend and lean to touch him with her <lb/> pretty air of assurance ; soft
                    fingers rested upon his arm. He <lb/> sighed, and dropping slowly in his chair
                    smiled very quietly at his <lb/> own fancies. </p>
                <fw type="catchword">He</fw>
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                <p>He was conscious of a certain penitence for the long omission <lb/> of this
                    memorial respect. The appeal of those lines allured him ;<lb/> he smarted and
                    stung to reflect upon that oblivion in which so long <lb/> she had been buried.
                    Dorothea's eyes solicited him with their <lb/> soft radiance ; they seemed to
                    intercede with him for an interval of <lb/> silent communion. That ghostly
                    visitant in his mind tremulously <lb/> pleaded her cause. Was it so much, she
                    seemed to urge, to snatch <lb/> a little space, a fragmentary hour, from out a
                    life dedicated to <lb/> another, a meagre alms to that poor soul he once had
                    loved ? <lb/> It seemed odd to him that the voice he once had heard ring so
                    <lb/> clearly in those rooms had been so persistently mute. The echoes <lb/> of
                    those familiar tones had died out with the years. What <lb/> brought them
                    sounding from the silent corners at so irretrievable <lb/> a time as this
                    evening ? He had foregone his leaky. He sighed <lb/> and directed his glance
                    upon the wall of his study where hung a <lb/> slight water-colour sketch. It
                    formed but a dash of colour, with <lb/> no discernible proportions of a woman,
                    and still less the faithful <lb/> lineaments of the model. Yet Dorothea had
                    stood and posed for <lb/> that dainty sketch, and she it was in a manner that
                    still inhabited <lb/> the coarse cloth and looked forth upon him from blurred
                    eyes. <lb/> Gregory slowly unlocked a drawer in his bureau, and withdrew a <lb/>
                    photograph carefully enwrapped between covers. He held it before <lb/> him,
                    scrutinising it with attention, and the light of the reading- <lb/> lamp
                    streamed thickly upon the face. </p>

                <p>There was just such a look in those poor eyes as had fulfilled <lb/> them many a
                    time in life. She watched him with that grave <lb/> patience that had so sweetly
                    mingled with her pretty playfulness. <lb/> The head to Gregory wore an aureole,
                    with its flow of bright <lb/> hair. As he regarded the picture from under the
                    arch of his hand, <lb/> the facts and tenants of that room lost their
                    importunate reality. <lb/> At a stroke the winter was gone, and across the
                    budding </p>

                <fw type="catchword">English</fw>
                <pb n="345"/>
                <fw type="runningHead">By H.B. Marriott Watson <fw type="pageNum">305</fw></fw>

                <p>English meadows he walked with Dorothea in the spring. It <lb/> was not so very
                    long ago, but the ten years had spanned a tragedy<lb/> for him. Was it possible,
                    he wondered, that love should pass <lb/> quite away, should change and commute
                    like the fashions of a <lb/> generation ? His eyes suffused. Ah no, he thought,
                    not such <lb/> a passionate whole love as theirs. He had not forgotten, only not
                    <lb/> remembered these six months. Somewhere under the sweet earth <lb/>
                    Dorothea's gracious heart throbbed to his pulses, her pleading eyes <lb/> were
                    lit with thoughts of him. The photograph dropped from <lb/> his fingers, as the
                    book had done, and the curtains swung in a <lb/> mist before him. His memories
                    provoked a warm and happy <lb/> past ; a sense, as it were, of physical pleasure
                    filled him in the<lb/> recollection of those fine days, now gathered into
                    forgotten Time. <lb/> The sadness of his reveries filled him with a positive
                    delight. He <lb/> sighed again, and his glance fell newly upon the picture.
                    Re-<lb/> informed by his sensitive imagination the bright flesh sparkled with
                    <lb/> life, and reproached him with its immeasurable eyes. It seemed <lb/> that
                    those five years which had sounded in his ears so desolately <lb/> long, which
                    had worn so wearily, inadequately marked his supreme <lb/> sorrow. The grass was
                    ancient over Dorothea in those five miser-<lb/> able years. The world might well
                    attribute to him a remarkable <lb/> fidelity. At nights he had sat and thought
                    upon her, those long <lb/> and terrible nights when her departure was fresh
                    among his griefs, <lb/> those sad nights, too, upon which it became something of
                    a solace <lb/> to recall and remember and to weep. The devotion of his mourn-
                    <lb/> ing spoke to his great love, and yet now that his old happiness <lb/> and
                    glory were vivid before him, he knew that not five years, not <lb/> ten, that a
                    lifetime should be the limit of his irreconciliation. <lb/> The tears welled in
                    his eyes ; a short little sob shook him ; his <lb/> shaded eyes devoured the
                    portrait ; and then a knock fell on the <lb/> door, and a light voice broke upon
                    him. </p>
                <p>" May I come in, Frank ? Are you busy ? "</p>

                <fw type="catchword">The</fw>
                <pb n="346"/>
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                <p>The speaker awaited no invitation, as if sure of her answer, but <lb/> came
                    forward briskly to the table, and placed a hand affectionately <lb/> upon
                    Gregory's shoulder. With a hasty motion he slipped the <lb/> photograph between
                    the covers of the blotting-sheet before him. </p>
                <p>" Marion ! " he said softly, and touched her fingers gently, <lb/> looking
                    towards the fire in abstraction. </p>

                <p>The sudden contrast offered by this apparition took him aback, <lb/> and for a
                    full moment he was appalled at his own infidelity. Those <lb/> ashes of the past
                    burning brightly in his heart, he was newly <lb/> affronted with the present.
                    But the ache faded slowly, leaving in <lb/> its place a sensation which he could
                    not determine for pleasure or <lb/> pain. His thoughts ranged vaguely over the
                    enlarged area of the <lb/> problem. </p>

                <p>" You are thinking, dear ? " asked his wife, smoothing his hair <lb/> with a
                    gentle hand. </p>
                <p>There was something particularly caressing in her touch, which <lb/> fitted with
                    Gregory's mood. He looked up at her and smiled. </p>
                <p>" Yes, child," he assented with a sigh.</p>

                <p>" Aren't they happy thoughts ? " she asked, bending quickly to <lb/> him with an
                    imperious suggestion of affection. </p>

                <p>He indulged the sentiment in his blood. He was used to flow <lb/> upon his
                    emotions, and now the resumed loyalty to Dorothea in <lb/> nowise jarred upon a
                    present kindliness for the beautiful woman at <lb/> his side. He patted her
                    hand, and sought her face with a distant <lb/> smile. As he did so the
                    tenderness of her regard struck him. <lb/> Her hair, the full form of her face,
                    were as unlike Dorothea's as <lb/> they might well be, but there returned to him
                    sharply the nameless <lb/> and indefinite resemblances which had first attracted
                    him to Marion. <lb/> Was it merely that she inspected him with the same eyes of
                    love, <lb/> or was it some deeper community of spirit between the dead and <lb/>
                    the living that recalled this likeness ? For the first time he realised </p>
                <fw type="catchword">quite</fw>
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                <p>quite clearly why he had married her. Turning with an abrupt <lb/> movement in
                    his chair, he held her with his melancholy gaze. <lb/> The sudden act ruffled
                    the papers on the desk, and the blotting- <lb/> pad slipped and fell to the
                    floor. With her usual impulsiveness <lb/> Marion stooped and gathered the
                    scattered papers, still clinging to <lb/> his hand. He had not understood the
                    misadventure, and her next <lb/> words startled him. </p>

                <p>" Who is this ? " she asked. </p>

                <p>Gregory saw that she had the photograph in her hand. He <lb/> thrust out his
                    disengaged arm, and put his fingers on it. </p>

                <p>" It is a&#x2014;a friend," he murmured faintly. Her clutch resisted <lb/> his ;
                    she surveyed the portrait slowly. </p>

                <p>" What friend ? " she asked curiously, and glanced at him.</p>

                <p>Something she perceived in him made her drop his hand, and <lb/> scrutinise the
                    photograph again. </p>

                <p>" Who is it, Frank ? " she said, with a show of agitation.</p>

                <p>He cleared his throat. Though to himself the situation <lb/> presented no
                    anomalies, he felt that this was no occasion for <lb/> candour. </p>

                <p>" Oh, a very old friend, who is dead," he said ; and then, break-<lb/> ing the
                    silence that followed, " let me have it, Marion, I'll put it <lb/> away." </p>

                <p>" No," she said, starting from him. " I know."</p>

                <p>He seemed to catch something tragic in her tone, but he laughed <lb/> a little,
                    as though undisturbed. " I don't think you do," he said <lb/> vaguely, " you
                    never met her." </p>

                <p>" So this is she," said Marion in a low voice, heedless of his <lb/>
                    interruption. She contemplated the picture in silence, and then <lb/> with a
                    bitter cry threw it from her. " If I had known," she <lb/> moaned, " if I had
                    only realised ! " </p>

                <p>Gregory stirred uneasily. " Come, Marion," he said soothingly. </p>

                <fw type="catchword">She</fw>
                <pb n="348"/>
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                <p>She shook off his hand, and lifted her face. " Did you love that <lb/> woman ? "
                    she asked suddenly. </p>

                <p>Her manner hardened him ; it was ungenerous that she should <lb/> so reproach
                    him. </p>

                <p>" You know I was married before," he said coldly.</p>

                <p>" Did you love her ? " she repeated.</p>

                <p>Her demeanour put him in the wrong ; it was as if she was <lb/> inviting him to
                    plead guilty that she might pronounce his sentence. <lb/> He rose impatiently. </p>

                <p>" I think we have discussed this enough," he observed.</p>

                <p>" You will not answer me," she broke forth passionately ; and <lb/> then " yes,"
                    she assented, " quite enough ; " and without a word <lb/> further walked from
                    the room, closing the door behind her softly. </p>

                <p>Gregory was vaguely troubled. A confluence of emotions <lb/> mingled in his mind.
                    He resented the interruption upon his <lb/> thoughts. The opposition of the two
                    women did not appear to <lb/> him incongruous. He had been willing enough to
                    entertain them <lb/> in company, the one as that revisiting memory, the other as
                    the <lb/> near associate of his life. He had a sense of irritation with Marion's
                    <lb/> jealousy which had thus disturbed the current of his great regret. <lb/>
                    He was not a man accustomed to confront vexatious problems, and <lb/> wondered
                    petulantly why he might not follow his own feelings with-<lb/> out challenge. He
                    walked to the fire and poked it in annoyance, <lb/> and then, returning to his
                    table, once more took up the photograph. <lb/> The simplicity of that
                    countenance was underanged ; its regard <lb/> dwelt upon him with changeless
                    affection. He sighed. Dorothea, <lb/> at least, kept her full heart, placid with
                    the old accustomed passion. <lb/> It pleased and soothed him to consider that
                    here he might commune <lb/> with her still, discharged from the gross accidents
                    of life. His <lb/> attachment to Marion did not conflict with his undying
                    compassion <lb/> for the forsaken companion of his youth. And now, again, his
                    blood </p>

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                <p>was spinning with thoughts of that one who had been wrapt these <lb/> five years
                    in the shroud of death. The flow of the old mood <lb/> resumed in him, and
                    softly replacing the picture in his drawer, <lb/> he opened the long windows of
                    his room and walked forth silently <lb/> upon the lawn. </p>

                <p>The wind was blowing through the garden, and the rain flew in <lb/> gusts upon
                    his face. He passed down the walks and entered the <lb/> dark shrubbery. Here
                    was an interval of silence in the savage <lb/> night. The little arbour peered
                    through the barren branches, <lb/> seeming to beg his pity, thus abject to the
                    desolation of the winds. <lb/> He could see through the dull panes Dorothea's
                    face pass and <lb/> repass. Her large eyes beckoned him. This spot was
                    consecrated <lb/> with recollections, and the horrid winter aspect made him
                    shiver. <lb/> It appeared to consist with the broken pieces of his life. He
                    <lb/> recognised now how tragic was the dissolution of the beautiful <lb/>
                    dream. Inside the house he had taken a warmer prospect ; but <lb/> here his
                    heart turned cold insensibly. The shrieking in the <lb/> branches and the driven
                    rain, the rude turmoil of these barbarous <lb/> elements, partook of a
                    demonstration against him. Only here, and <lb/> apart from the public spaces of
                    the garden, lay a little private altar <lb/> between him and the past. He
                    wondered drearily how he could <lb/> have married again, wondered with no
                    judgment upon himself, but <lb/> only with a caressing pity, with tears, with a
                    pathetic sense of <lb/> isolation. </p>

                <p>He had grown into a very tender mood, and once indoors again, <lb/> went direct
                    to his wife s room. In the dim light he could <lb/> discern her stretched in
                    abandonment upon the bed, and putting <lb/> out his hand he touched her. </p>

                <p>" Come, dear," he said gently.</p>

                <p>He was very full of kindness, and had the desire to hold her to <lb/> him, and to
                    comfort her. The roaring rain and the wind accom-</p>
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                <p>panied his feelings. Marion moved convulsively and gave no <lb/> answer. </p>

                <p>" Come, dear," he repeated affectionately. </p>

                <p>She broke out weeping, and he gathered her in his arms, hushing <lb/> her as he
                    would a child upon his knee. He was sure that his heart <lb/> was buried with
                    Dorothea, and it was duty to console and soothe <lb/> this poor girl with
                    fraternal solicitude. Suddenly she sprang from <lb/> him. </p>

                <p>" No, no," she cried between her sobs ; " your arms have been <lb/> about <emph
                        rend="italic">her</emph> ; <emph rend="italic">her</emph> head has rested on
                    you. Oh, my God, Frank ! <lb/> Why didn't you tell me ? Why didn't I realise ?
                    You have given <lb/> me nothing&#x2014;I have only the remnants. You are divided
                    between <lb/> me and the dead." </p>

                <p>" No, no, no," he urged softly ; " you are overwrought ; you <lb/> are foolish,
                    Marion. This is being morbid." He would not deny <lb/> the re-arisen love. It
                    had broken its grave, and come forth, and <lb/> its arms were about him. </p>

                <p>She clung to him ; she whispered passionately in his ear : she <lb/> pleaded with
                    him to dishonour and annul that old affection so <lb/> associated with memories.
                    And slowly in the accession of her <lb/> neighbourhood, and under the warm spell
                    of her arms, the forlorn <lb/> images which he had entertained in his fancy
                    retreated. Her clasp <lb/> stirred him ; the grace of her slender body,
                    abandoned to this <lb/> agony of weeping, shook him ; her face, superfluous with
                    its tears, <lb/> invited his hesitant lips. He drew her closer, whispering to
                    her <lb/> questions. </p>

                <p>" Yes, yes, you know I love you, dear," he murmured ; " and <lb/> you are first,
                    darling, you are first." </p>

                <p>Before this renunciation that freshly-awakened ghost withdrew <lb/> reluctant.
                    She was denied her dignity ; her attendance was dis-<lb/> charged. Beneath the
                    earth, where Dorothea's gracious heart </p>

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                <p>had so long beat to his, she must again seek the cold refuge of <lb/> oblivion. </p>

                <p>Marion put her hands about his neck, and the eyes that looked <lb/> upon her were
                    alight and shining. </p>



                <p>II</p>

                <p>As the sun struck through his window Gregory set down his <lb/> pen and looked
                    forth. It was odd, he reflected, that these thoughts <lb/> pursued him at this
                    particular stage in his life. The remem- <lb/> brance of his first wife had not
                    fallen upon him since his re- <lb/> marriage, until this trivial accident had
                    provoked it. And now <lb/> she returned persistently. He was quite aware that
                    the verses <lb/> upon which he was engaged were inspired with the sentiments of
                    <lb/> that revival. He felt in his secret thoughts that it was impossible <lb/>
                    to forget. He was still loyal to his dead wife, and it was only in <lb/> the
                    actual mellay of daily life that the living interfered with her <lb/>
                    sovereignty. He hung now between the past and the present, <lb/> with no
                    embarrassment and with no mental confusion, but merely <lb/> with alternate and
                    comfortable changes of sentiment. Though <lb/> Marion's nature was infinitely
                    more emotional in reality, his own <lb/> was wont to be more readily occluded by
                    the drifts and shadows <lb/> of spectral passions. She, upon her part, was for
                    the time recon- <lb/> ciled with her fears. He had confessed that she was first
                    in his <lb/> heart, and in the glory of that truth she was losing her pain <lb/>
                    at the knowledge that he had ever thought he cared for some <lb/> one else. </p>

                <p>" It was before he met me," she repeated to assure herself, " and <lb/> he has
                    never loved any one but me." . . . " Men make mistakes," <lb/> she told herself,
                    " and he took pity upon her. . . . With that </p>

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                <p>childish face, of course&#x2014;;" and of a sudden the image of the<lb/> woman
                    that had forestalled her stabbed her like a knife. But in<lb/> the glow of her
                    returning confidence she put the temptation from <lb/> her heart. And thus
                    Gregory sat in his room composing his <lb/> tender lyric to the dead, and his
                    wife following her domestic <lb/> charges about the house smiled at her foolish
                    distrust. </p>

                <p>But in truth these various moods were too delicate to endure, <lb/> and the
                    passionate nature of the woman was as perilous as the <lb/> sentimental weakness
                    of the man. </p>

                <p>" Sing something, Marion," said Gregory in the evening. </p>
                <p>She started, roused sharply from a temporary doubt that was <lb/> darkening her
                    thoughts. </p>

                <p>" What shall I sing ? " she asked unemotionally. </p>
                <p>She wondered dismally if such a request had ever been presented <lb/> before in
                    that room, and the recurrence of that thought quickened <lb/> her with sudden
                    pain. She glanced at her husband, where he lay <lb/> sunk within the comfortable
                    arms of his chair, his own gaze <lb/> vacant and wistful upon the fire. </p>

                <p>" What is it you want ? " she demanded in a sharper note. </p>
                <p>He started. " Let us have&#x2014;you play Chopin, don't you, <lb/> Marion ? Play
                    that waltz. You must know it. I think it's 69." </p>
                <p>Marion's hands fell rudely upon the keyboard. Like himself she <lb/> was designed
                    by her own emotions, with little interference of her <lb/> reason ; but what in
                    him proceeded in weak sentimentality issued <lb/> of her in loud passion. Her
                    blood was resolutely gathering heat, <lb/> and she was slowly graduating into a
                    frenzy of anger. But <lb/> Gregory sat by unconscious, floating upon the music
                    along past <lb/> reaches of his life. He stirred upon the conclusion, and lifted
                    his <lb/> chin with a sigh. At that, the woman broke forth on him. </p>

                <p>" Why do you sigh ? " she cried fiercely, turning swiftly upon <lb/> her seat and
                    confronting him. " What do you mean by treating </p>

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                <p>me like that ? How dare you ? You coward ! You're thinking<lb/> &#x2014;you're
                    thinking&#x2014;I know what you're thinking of. You cannot <lb/> deny it. I defy
                    you to deny it." </p>

                <p>To his early start of surprise succeeded in Gregory's face a cold <lb/>
                    disapproval. </p>

                <p>" I do not understand you," he said in a chilling voice. " You <lb/> are
                    singularly hysterical. I cannot pretend to follow you." </p>

                <p>She laughed harshly, and struck the notes in a discord. </p>

                <p>" Don't you ? I have less difficulty in following you," she <lb/> replied, with
                    suppressed scorn. She played a bar or two. " I will <lb/> not be used to recover
                    your memories of the dead." </p>

                <p>A flush sprang in Gregory s cheeks. " What do you mean ? " <lb/> he asked
                    angrily. </p>

                <p>" You understand quite well," she replied with passionate <lb/> deliberation,
                    smoothing her cuffs with studied calm. " It was an <lb/> excellent thought to
                    make me fill the place of that&#x2014;that woman. <lb/> Men must condescend to
                    makeshifts and stopgaps. But now that <lb/> I know, it is another matter. I have
                    no intention of supporting <lb/> the memory, or of filling the post
                    of&#x2014;what was her name, by the <lb/> way ? " she inquired with some
                    exultation. </p>

                <p>Gregory shuddered. He had been hurried into such rude and <lb/> abrupt emotions.
                    As he considered her, Marion appeared to him <lb/> at this moment vulgar,
                    clamant, almost as a shrieking shrew with <lb/> hands to her hips. And he had
                    been roused from a meditation of <lb/> sorrowful sweetness to confront this. He
                    had been moving freely <lb/> among the tender memories of Dorothea, and the
                    music had <lb/> assisted his mood. This strident outbreak irritated him, and he
                    <lb/> frowned. </p>

                <p>" You&#x2014;you drive me beyond endurance," he cried, in a lower <lb/> voice and
                    with a gesture of despair. </p>

                <p>Marion laughed. " Oh, I daresay," she said, being herself </p>

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                <p>indeed under the stress of feelings that could find no issue in<lb/> language. </p>

                <p>He rose, and the sound distracted her. She clutched him fiercely <lb/> by the
                    arm. </p>

                <p>" It was true ? " she asked, fixing him with her scornful eyes.</p>

                <p>" What was true ? " he asked, shifting his glance uneasily. </p>

                <p>" You were thinking of&#x2014;why, what was her name ? I ought <lb/> to have
                    informed myself of that long ago." </p>

                <p>She laughed hysterically. He shook off her hand ; the woman <lb/> was blatant,
                    and deserved no consideration. </p>

                <p>" It was true that I was thinking of past episodes in my life <lb/> which were
                    more pleasant than the present," he said slowly, and <lb/> with the intention to
                    hurt her. </p>

                <p>She rose with a cry from her stool, and, with blazing eyes, <lb/> confronted him
                    a moment. Then, with a swift change, the <lb/> whole aspect of her face was
                    struck to despair. She sprang to him. </p>

                <p>"Oh, my God! don't say that, Frank, don't say that. Oh, you <lb/> will break my
                    heart&#x2014;you are killing me." </p>

                <p>She broke into convulsive sobbing ; a great, dull pain throbbed <lb/> in her
                    side. Mechanically he patted her. </p>

                <p>" There, there," he said. </p>

                <p>Don't you see you are killing me ? " she murmured. " Oh, <lb/> you don't know.
                    You kill me. Oh, my God ! I don't want to <lb/> hear her name. Say, you lied,
                    you lied. You did not think of <lb/> her, did you&#x2014;did you, Frank ? " </p>

                <p>The desolation of that clinging figure touched him.</p>

                <p>" No, no," he said soothingly, " no, no, dear. You&#x2014;you are <lb/> mistaken.
                    But you aggravated me. You&#x2014;" </p>

                <p>" Yes, yes, forgive me," she pleaded. " I know it was only the <lb/> piece itself
                    affected you. We have both been melancholy to-day. <lb/> Oh, Frank, Frank ! " </p>

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                <p>Her arms encircled him ; he was enclosed, as it were, within <lb/> the greedy
                    emotion of her love. Her face, moist with tears, <lb/> entreated him. with a
                    quick access of affection. He bent and <lb/> kissed her. </p>

                <p>" I think we must not misunderstand each other, Marion," he <lb/> said. She
                    lifted her face against his with a little shudder. </p>

                <p>" O darling," she sighed, " I am mad, I am mad. Of course <lb/> I know. But you
                    see, dear, it is this way. Now I know that <lb/> you care for me, and never
                    cared for her. It's bad enough like that, <lb/> isn't it, dear Frank ? But we
                    won't think of that. I am your <lb/> only love. Men make mistakes ; there are
                    many fancies, but only <lb/> one thing is real. Isn t that it ? " </p>

                <p>Yes, dear, yes," he murmured tenderly.</p>

                <p>He was engaged in the proximity of her beauty. He felt that <lb/> he loved her.
                    No shadow of the dead fell across that recon-<lb/> ciliation. </p>

                <p>" We will never think of it again," he whispered. </p>

                <p>" Never, never," she murmured tenderly. " We will destroy <lb/> all traces that
                    might bring bitterness. Come," she cried, starting <lb/> from him impulsively,
                    "let us do so now." </p>

                <p>" What do you mean, dear ? " he asked softly.</p>

                <p>" The&#x2014;the photograph," she answered. " Let us burn all our<lb/>
                    misunderstandings with it." </p>

                <p>She caught his hand, and the warmth of her touch stirred him. <lb/> He followed
                    her from the room into his study. </p>

                <p>Marion opened the drawer and withdrew the picture. She held <lb/> it averted from
                    her. </p>

                <p>" Take it, dear, take it," she cried tremulously. She thrust it <lb/> into
                    Gregory's hand, and, still with his clasp in hers, he contem-<lb/> plated in
                    silence the faded lineaments. A vague sense of pitiful- <lb/> ness crept over
                    him. The claims, embodied in that face, arose </p>

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                <p>resurgent in his heart. Dorothea looked forth on him with the <lb/> familiar eyes
                    ; but this unnatural conflict were best determined,<lb/> this memory were best
                    re-laid in its habitual grave. He moved <lb/> towards the grate. </p>

                <p>" Throw it in," urged Marion. He stood hesitant, the prey of <lb/> discordant
                    motives. " Frank ! Frank ! " she called pitifully. </p>

                <p>With a sudden movement of his fingers the card was jerked <lb/> into the fire,
                    and lay for a second intact upon the bright coal. He <lb/> drew a long breath of
                    pain ; a sigh came from Marion also. </p>

                <p>" Was she beautiful ? " she asked, her hand covering her eyes.</p>

                <p>He paid no heed to her question. Marion lifted her hand and <lb/> pushed the
                    poker into the coals ; the flames leaped and lapped <lb/> about the discoloured
                    pasteboard. </p>

                <p>" There, dear ; see, we are burning our misunderstanding. You <lb/> are mine ;
                    you have always been mine," she cried. </p>

                <p>The stiff board slid forward and presented itself for a moment <lb/> to Gregory's
                    gaze. A black streak lay like a cruel tongue across <lb/> the face. </p>

                <p>" Poor girl ! poor girl ! " said Marion. She wrung her hands. <lb/> " She was
                    nobody&#x2014;what has it to do with you or me ? There <lb/> burns a young
                    friend of yours, Frank&#x2014;a friend only." </p>

                <p>Suddenly, and with an exclamation of horror, Gregory stooped <lb/> low and
                    snatched fiercely at the smouldering fragment. </p>

                <p>" What are you doing ? Frank ! Frank ! " cried his wife in <lb/> distress. </p>

                <p>" Leave me alone," he said sharply, shaking off her hand.</p>

                <p>" Do not touch it ! Dare to touch it ! " cried Marion, gasping.</p>

                <p>He turned with the blackened paper in his hand, and his face <lb/> was torn with
                    emotion. She appeared to him like a brutal wanton, <lb/> a devil that had
                    tempted him to a cruel act. Ah, the pain of that <lb/> sad, desolate heart
                    beneath the grass ! </p>
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                <p>" I will never forgive you all my life," he broke forth angrily. <lb/> "
                    You&#x2014;you are a devil." </p>

                <p>Why&#x2014;why&#x2014;" she stammered, her mind tossing in the drift <lb/> of her
                    emotions. </p>

                <p>" I loved her," he said furiously ; " I loved her, do you hear ? <lb/> And
                    you&#x2014;you who attracted me by a chance resemblance, <lb/> you&#x2014;"</p>

                <p>His passionate utterance went no further. Her face had fallen <lb/> ashen ; she
                    moistened her lips, and then with a little meaningless <lb/> motion of her hand,
                    she stroked her hair. </p>

                <p>" Let me go," she murmured, and walked uncertainly to the <lb/> door. </p>

                <p>The long windows of the dining-room stood open, and the <lb/> moonlight was in
                    flood upon the garden. Marion walked forth <lb/> without intelligence of her
                    action. Her dress trailed heavily upon <lb/> the wet grass, and was snatched and
                    plucked by the briars as she <lb/> passed. Her brain was a heavy lump within her
                    head ; her heart, <lb/> faint and tremulous, was shot at intervals with ominous
                    pains. The <lb/> calamity had fallen at the very moment of her triumph. She
                    <lb/> understood now that when she had merely dreaded she had not <lb/> really
                    suffered. Now that she realised, her frail world broke about <lb/> her. His
                    words had been a pitiless weapon against her, and she <lb/> had fled as by
                    instinct to hide the dishonour of her wounds in <lb/> private, as some poor
                    hunted creature steals away to die. </p>

                <p>Marion stood near the gateway and looked out across the meadow. <lb/> It seemed
                    to her now that she had come into this house upon a false <lb/> pretence; she
                    had no rights in it. She compared dully her joyous <lb/> entrance barely six
                    months before, in the full tide of summer, with <lb/> this ruthless and ignoble
                    expulsion. Circumferenced with her <lb/> humiliation she contemplated the ruins
                    of her life with staring, <lb/> tearless eyes. The dark vault of the night,
                    scattered with stars and </p>

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                <p>spread with moonlight, shone blue and clear above her. The earth <lb/> under the
                    white frost glittered and glowed with a cold radiance. <lb/> The moon struck the
                    face of the world to silver ; the illu-<lb/> mination of her sorrow lay around
                    her. Marion's eyes travelled <lb/> over the great meadow to the verge of the
                    uplands, and to them <lb/> appeared in that far distance Gregory's slight and
                    elegant figure,<lb/> with its quiet loitering gait ; she saw him raise his head
                    ; the pale <lb/> face with its odd fleck of colour in either cheek, smiled upon
                    her. <lb/> He opened his arms. . . . The meadow waved with wheat, but the <lb/>
                    same moonlight visited that opulent field of gold as shone upon this <lb/> white
                    and arid stretch before her. She could not discern between <lb/> these rival
                    pictures, the cold purview, this pitiless outcast, and <lb/> the clanging gates
                    that opened on her Paradise that warm summer <lb/> evening. She clung to the
                    palings of the fence, her body taut, her <lb/> vision straining to resume that
                    sweet inveterate fancy. A physical <lb/> pain dwelt persistently in her side. </p>

                <p>The phantasmagoria dissolved into the inhospitable winds of <lb/> night. She
                    clapped her hands to her face and cried aloud. The <lb/> agony of that
                    irreclaimable remembrance mocked her. She left <lb/> the gates and walked
                    wearily through the copse. The bare, dis-<lb/> paraged trees crowded upon her
                    like curious, pitiful strangers, <lb/> receiving her to a community of
                    desolation. </p>

                <p>" But they will awake," she cried. " The spring will bring <lb/> them life." </p>

                <p>She sank upon her knees in the vacant summer-house. She <lb/> realised now that
                    what she had intended was impossible. She <lb/> could not leave him ; she dared
                    not forego the sight of that false <lb/> face. Poor, passionate heart ! </p>

                <p>"I am a coward," she thought, weeping. His eyes had <lb/> encountered other eyes
                    in affection ; other lips had touched his <lb/> lips with thrills of happiness.
                    And she inherited but the shadow </p>

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                <p>of a loyal love ; it was with the rags of that strong passion that <lb/> she was
                    invested. It was hard that she should be the victim of <lb/> that great
                    fidelity. . . . Suddenly a great pain stung fiercely at <lb/> her heart. </p>

                <p>His outbreak left Gregory with a slight feeling of remorse, <lb/> instinctive
                    with a gentle nature. That stricken face made him <lb/> uneasy, and he turned at
                    once to comfort himself for his <lb/> cruelty. </p>

                <p>" It was diabolical to make me do that," he argued, and in an <lb/> instant the
                    appeal of that burned and charred fragment diverted <lb/> his pity to the dead.
                    But most of all it was himself that he com-<lb/> miserated. He had compassion
                    upon himself when he remembered <lb/> how Dorothea would have winced under this
                    shame. He had <lb/> denied her, and must carry a heavy load of guilt upon his
                    <lb/> sacrilegious soul. He offered himself to the enjoyment of sorrow. <lb/>
                    The grave had not held its tenant ; the disembodied ghost stole <lb/> silently
                    along the familiar corridors with a new face of reproach. <lb/> Her features
                    were marked with agony ; he had invoked her from <lb/> oblivion to discrown and
                    disown her. The ruins of that picture <lb/> made his heart ache. Her radiant
                    flesh was scarred and whealed <lb/> with his handiwork ; it was as though he had
                    struck her in her <lb/> patience and her resignation. She had asked but a
                    private corner <lb/> of his heart, and he had refused her with contumely. He
                    wept <lb/> upon that dead despoiled face. The memories of that young love <lb/>
                    were bright and persistent. They dissuaded him from his constancy <lb/> to the
                    present. Now he thought upon it, every act and issue of <lb/> his late life
                    revolted him in his infidelity to Dorothea. Her voice <lb/> sounded low and
                    musical in the room ; her hands turned the <lb/> pages of her favourite volume.
                    She sat against the fire and <lb/> watched him with a sigh, unobtrusive, silent,
                    a voiceless, motion-<lb/> less reproach. Gregory rose and thrust aside the
                    curtains. Across </p>

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                <p>the lawn she seemed to move in her cerements, as she had moved <lb/> five years
                    ago, but now with a saddened step and downcast eyes. <lb/> She paused by her
                    rose-bush ; she lingered in reluctance on her <lb/> way. Opening the window he
                    followed, in the conscious pursuit <lb/> of his melancholy fancy. </p>

                <p>There, below the hollies, she might now be preceding him, as <lb/> she had walked
                    a thousand times in life. He entered the copse, and <lb/> could imagine that she
                    stopped and beckoned to him. His eyes <lb/> fell upon the arbour. Surely it was
                    thither that she would have him <lb/> go, to commune there together as they had
                    done so many summer <lb/> evenings long ago. As he approached the summer-house a
                    flash <lb/> of wonder turned his heart to stone and then set it beating hard.
                    <lb/> From the high regions of his soaring fancy he fell suddenly to fact. <lb/>
                    He sprang forward with a cry of bewilderment ; for Dorothea's <lb/> face, white
                    and immobile, peered through the dim and grimy <lb/> panes at him. He pushed
                    aside the ivy, trembling, and stood <lb/> staring through the entrance. . . .
                    Was it Dorothea's ? . . . </p>

                <p>Upon that new grave he might now rear a second temple to the <lb/> dead, and from
                    her quiet place among the shadows she too might <lb/> now steal forth to revisit
                    his melancholy dreams. </p>
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